specific ambition; a long foot
I had a friend who always told me she envied me for loving what I was doing; I loved it no less and no more than she did; she could never see the amount of willpower it took me to actually get anything...
View Articleat bay
Home is how I keep the outside world at bay. My doors are almost never all the way open, save to a minute group of people who don’t have to read this to know who they are. One of those people was over...
View Articlecat shit prolix beauty
If everything in our heads were laid out in the open, would the world be a better place? Nobody would be able to inveigle or obfuscate. Yeah, people will always come up with creative ways to take...
View Articlethe black swan of nanowrimo
The Canadian government finally returned the money it owed me from the time I spent being joyfully-unemployed last year, so I decided to blow some of it on Nassim Nicholas Taleb’s idiosyncratic Black...
View Articlesecret code
‘__[jaded videogames artist]_____ (character) desperately tries to achieve __winning the state lottery_____ (their desire) or prevent ___the inevitable decline of modern society as we know it______...
View Articlelove in the time of gonorrhoea
Everybody is reading that book about the pickup artist, Neil Strauss. More than a mack textbook, it is a memoir, a study of the ins and outs of the social condition. The man who wrote it wrote also for...
View Articlefor once, an art update
zbrush sculpt (had to retopologise this a couple times with topogun. saved me quite a few hours of blinding annoyance despite the turbulence. sign up for the beta. I found it exactly as unstable as...
View Articlesnowballing
I bought one of these, so you get one of these: I call this song, uh, snowballing. as you can tell, I had no idea where I was going in the middle section. SoundCloud’s embedded widget plays at 128k,...
View Articlemean people suck
In just under two months I will have been here for two years. I was twenty-seven. I am twenty-nine. I smell the new decade coming, and it smells like summer, falling. 2007, November, rain. A paving...
View Articlexii
I am staring up at the juggernaut glaciers of the Paramina Rift, a sole speck of warmth in a desert of ice. Snow scourges my face; fog scythes the booming peaks from view. Ice drowns the turbid river....
View Articlerules for rejection #2
Reasons to replace books on shelves: they contain the word purring, but not the word cat. Posthaste is a word that seems to have fallen out of fashion lately....
View Articlea life for two hundred
Elton John keeps playing on the radio when I use the washroom at work. Three for three, these last two days. My mother had a collection of songs by Elton John, recorded by various other people who were...
View Articlesome of the search terms that get people to my blog
I notice it has surged massively in the last couple of years. Search Views dragon age zbrush 5 maya womans face mesh 5 zbrush body 4 character figure zbrush 3 nicolas cage zbrush...
View Articlehairtest and some TOTALLY random crap
making hair process – handpaint hair in photoshop, convert to alpha layer, stick on planes. halfway there! clearly i haven’t optimised my texture pages yet. also another inprogress crazyass hippy...
View Articleplugman! socket to your face
some quick-ass low poly stuff, almost finished stuff to do: add more paint brushstrokes, highlights, refine, refine, refine, render out the alpha visor properly, stick the accessories on, attach super...
View Articlereal media
30 sec 30 sec each 1-5 min each 1 min 15 min 20 min wordpress is screwing up my formatting. oh well. have been doing a bunch of quick drawings (there are a lot more!) to get away from the innately...
View Articlechicken#3
SLIDESHOW Click to view slideshow. more… still placing stuff. still haven’t fixed clipping yet, that’ll come last.
View Articledh oils
1.5 h, water-soluble oils — a friend gave me a set. I haven’t used oils since they only came with turps in high school. these seem to work pretty well, although the colour selection and pigments...
View Articlemarilyn makes it to ice cream form
a while ago, I received a very interesting request from these creative folks at http://stoyn.com/1530683/STOYN-ICE-CREAM to use my marilyn monroe head for casting purposes… although we ran into a...
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